I slapped $5 on the bar and headed straight for the stairs.
Heart pounding, I climbed the stairs, each step fueling my confusion and anger. What could possibly be the reason for him being here? My mind raced with possibilities, none of them comforting.
Reaching the second floor, I hesitated, unsure of my next move. But then I saw him again, this time entering a room at the end of the hall. Driven by a mix of betrayal and a desperate need for answers, I followed. Standing outside the door, I could hear voices—his and a woman’s. My heart sank.
Before I could knock, the door suddenly swung open. It was him, looking as shocked to see me as I was to find him there. Behind him, a woman I recognized: his assistant from work. They both looked caught off guard, which only intensified my suspicions.
“Can someone explain what’s going on?” My voice was calm but carried an edge sharp enough to cut through the tension in the room.
He stuttered for a moment before taking a deep breath. “I… we were here for a meeting,” he said, his voice shaky.
“A meeting? On our wedding day?” My tone was incredulous, hurt flickering across my face as I tried to grasp the reality of the situation.
“Yes, I… I wasn’t on a business trip. I lied because… because I got cold feet. I was scared, and I didn’t know how to tell you.” His confession hit me like a wave, leaving me momentarily speechless.
The woman stepped forward, her expression apologetic. “I’ve been trying to convince him to face his fears and talk to you. Nothing inappropriate happened, I swear. I just wanted to help him sort through his feelings.”
The room felt stifling as I processed his words. Betrayal, relief, and confusion mingled inside me. “You chose to handle this by lying and sneaking around on what was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives?” The disappointment in my voice was palpable, and his face crumpled with regret.
“I know I’ve messed up badly,” he admitted, his voice breaking. “I love you, and I panicked at the thought of losing you. But I realize now how unfair I’ve been. Please, let me make this right.”
Standing there, looking at the man I loved—flawed and frightened—I knew this wasn’t going to be easy. Trust was shattered, but not beyond repair. We had a lot to discuss and possibly even more to forgive. But as he reached for my hand, I didn’t pull away. Maybe, just maybe, we could find a way forward together.