โYou donโt even have children! What are you going to do with the apartment?โ** Galina Petrovna’s eyebrows shot up in disbelief as Nastya calmly held out the keys to her new place.
**โIโm telling you, Seryozha: itโs either me or her!โ** Her voice echoed through the kitchen like a siren.
Sergey sighed deeply, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
**โMom, please, not againโฆโ**
**โYouโre on her side?! Have you forgotten who raised you? When you came to me like a lost kitten โ with holes in your shoes and a diploma tied with string?โ**
Nastya stood by the window, sipping her bitter instant coffee in silence. Arguing with Galina was like shouting at a boiling kettle โ noisy, pointless, and bound to burn someone.
**โThis isnโt your apartment, dear,โ** Galina pressed on. **โItโs my husbandโs inheritance. My son owns it. You? Youโre just a guest here.โ**
**โI understand,โ** Nastya replied calmly, turning to face her. **โBut this โownerโ has been living on my salary for two years. And I bought that refrigerator that eats electricity like candy.โ**
Galina blinked but recovered quickly. She had lived her whole life knowing how to speak louder, faster, stronger.
**โMoney doesnโt give you the right to boss him around! Iโm his mother. A mother belongs next to her son!โ**
**โEven if it means standing right between us?โ** Nastya said, her tone dry. Her coffee, like the last two months of their marriage, was without sweetness.
Sergey tried to step in.
**โMomโฆ letโs not escalate. Maybe you could stay with Aunt Valya for a while?โ**
**โMe? In the countryside? With her and those noisy chickens? Absolutely not!โ**
**โThen maybe itโs time to move out,โ** Nastya said quietly. **โYou say itโs not my apartment. Then it canโt belong to your family either.โ**
Galina collapsed into a kitchen chair with a dramatic sigh. The room froze. Only the faucet kept dripping โ like the slow leak in their marriage.
**โYou think I donโt see how youโre pulling him away from me?โ**
**โI just want a peaceful life, Galina Petrovna. One without morning TV dramas, nightly interrogations, or your perfume on my pillowcases.โ**
**โHow can you talk to me like this? You donโt even have children! What kind of home do you think you deserve?โ**
**โExactly,โ** Nastya replied. **โYou donโt actually care about Sergey โ you care about property. Youโd rather divide up a will than build a family. Your love feels more like a performance.โ**
Sergey stood abruptly.
**โEnough! Both of you! Mom, please. Nastyaโฆ this isnโt helping.โ**
She gently placed her mug in the sink. The dripping faucet didnโt stop โ it just counted down the silence.
**โI applied for a mortgage,โ** she said.
**โWhat?!โ** they both gasped.
**โI was approved. Iโm moving out. I need peace. I need a place where the decisions are mine โ and the air doesnโt carry someone elseโs opinions.โ**
She left the kitchen slowly, as though one wrong move might break what little was left.
Sergey followed her.
**โWaitโฆ I thought we agreed to be patient.โ**
**โI thought you were a partner,โ** she said softly, turning. **โNot someone who compares his wife and mother like theyโre grocery items.โ**
Galina stood at the kitchen doorway, stunned.
**โAre you serious, Nastya? Youโll take a mortgage at your age?โ**
**โBetter that,โ** she said, putting on her jacket, **โthan hearing Iโm a guest for the rest of my life.โ**
The door closed firmly behind her.
—
The bus stop was cold. Her suitcase bumped against her legs. Each step was a small ache, and inside, a strange hollowness โ as if she’d left a part of her life behind.
Irina opened the door with firm kindness.
**โHere are the keys. My roomโs free. My sonโs in Petersburg. Stay until you find something.โ**
**โThank you. Itโs temporary. Just until I sort out the mortgage.โ**
**โBeen there,โ** Irina shrugged. **โFive years under the same roof as my exโs mother. Ever want to scream?โ**
**โEvery day. Mentally,โ** Nastya replied.
They laughed. It wasnโt carefree laughter. But it meant hope.
At the factory, the machinery roared, supervisors buzzed, and lunch tasted like aluminum.
**โHey, Nastya,โ** said Valera. **โWhereโs Seryozha?โ
โAlmost divorced.โ
โOhโฆ Who got the apartment?โ
โI got a mortgage. A studio.โ
โOutside the MKAD? Thatโs practically another country! Alone? At your age?โ**
**โThanks, Valera. Always so uplifting.โ**
She walked away. The studio wasnโt perfect. It was small, dusty, and cold. But it was hers.
No one elseโs furniture. No judgment. No expectations.
Three weeks later, she stood in her new place. Concrete walls, a flickering bulb, peeling paint โ but hers.
**โShall we start?โ** asked the foreman.
**โLetโs. But no plastic tiles, no ceiling mirrors, and definitely no mother-in-laws hiding in closets.โ
โUnderstood.โ**
Her phone buzzed. Sergey.
**โHi, Nastya. Mom fell. Broke her arm. Says you โabandonedโ herโฆ I thought maybeโฆ youโd come back?โ**
**โSergey, Iโm busy.โ**
**โWith what?โ**
**โRenovating.โ**
Click.
Nights were long. Cold. The apartment echoed too much. But the silence was hers.
One message:
**โIโm still waiting. Sorry.โ**
Another:
**Photo of a cast. Caption: โHappy now?โ**
She turned off her phone. Lay down on the floor. The cold was better than living with guilt that wasnโt hers.
—
The next morning, Irina arrived with kefir and sarcasm.
**โSo, howโs it going?โ**
**โLike a nail in a wall. Everyone bumps into it, no one wants to fix it.โ**
**โAnd Sergey?โ**
**โHe calls. We both stay quiet. Like waiting to see who blinks first.โ**
**โDo you want him back?โ**
**โI wanted peace. Not constant battles. But nowโฆ I donโt know.โ**
A week later, he showed up. No knock. Holding a grocery bag.
**โHi. Brought yogurts. Your favorite. Apricot.โ**
**โYou hate apricot.โ**
**โLearning to like what you like.โ**
**โMight be too late.โ**
They stood there in quiet. Not anger โ just reality.
**โI thought I could balance it all. I was wrong.โ**
**โIโve been strong for so long, Sergey. I donโt want to carry everyone anymore. Iโm tired.โ**
He offered his hand.
**โCan I sit next to you?โ**
She nodded.
**โPut the bag down carefully. The tiles are new.โ**
He sat.
Later, as she lay on the floor, wrapped in a blanket, she whispered to the dark:
**โIโm tired too. Just better at hiding it.โ**
And for the first time in a long time โ it felt a little lighter.